My motivation to be strong is HIM.

I will not stop, I will fight until i finally see light. For he is mine.

It will be 2 years in april, why can't I turn off the radio? He just my light. I tried to get him off my back though nothing happens. He is my drug and I'm definally addicted. I love him; always have, always will. He taught me about life. He opened so many doors in my life. Brought sunlight to my happiness.

For now he's 18; I'm 16. He's happy for someone else. Im happy for him too. Yeah it kills me, but I rather for him happy than my happiness anyday.

At least he was in my life. I would be nothing if he didnt came around.

Thank you for being in my life. I couldn't do this without you.
My love, My life, My heart

This hearts it beats, it beats for only you. My heart is yours.

Your my Power, My pain, My life;

My motivation to be STRONG is HIM.

NATS

NATS: National Arts Teachers Sociations.

Every year a strong competetion to get very moneyous scholoarships. The nation from very strong, very educated schools. 12 Seniors at Mississippi School of the Arts, 2 only made it. Frank Turner, a 2nd bass, won first place nationally. Justin Loften, a VERY high tenor that is almost alto, won 3rd place nationally.
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Im so very proud of them

Love and Dance.

Dance, I love it.

Im not good at it, YET. Though i love the free spirit mind of the most smartest ideal in the world, the body.

Ballet. the best ever. Proper propersition. The flow of point to 4th position. Zaida to Vituoso.

40 First times since moving in in MSA *actually TRUE*

1. Funnel Cake
2. Being in Louisana
3. Being in Brookhaven
4. Living somewhere else than Noxapater
5. Dorm room
6. Having Roommates
7. Being in an ACTUAL chior
8. going to New Orleans
9. Leaving the south
10. Being in New York
11. Performing at Carnigie Hall
12. Eating a hot dog out of a hot dog stand.
13. Seeing a LIVE musical
14. Play piano
15. doing stage performance
16. Being in Beta Club
17. Going to Beta Convention
18. Met Jasmine Murray
19. Dancing in the rain
20. Dressed as a hobo walking down the street
21. Going to a bakery shop
22. Eating a bear Claw
23. Cooking for myself
24. ACTUALLY DANCING
25. Having a blog
26. see an artist draw
27. meeting an artist
28. taking notes on a laptop
29. borrowing others clothes
30. being right next to a train going by
31. Walking on a train track
32. Going to Brookhaven High School
33. being always busy
34. Actually enjoying English
35. Actually wanting to be a Baptist.
36. having a school email.
37. Having an I.D. Badge
38. Asked to prom
39. being on prom comittee.
40. Going to Prom

My MOST favorite:

Having more freedom than I ever had.

-AND-

ACTUALLY BEING THIS HAPPY IN MY LIFE. :)

Music for her™

Music of me.... enjoy

Everything is going in a downward spiral :P

I HATE this week. Everything is going just bad. Nothing but bad luck. I hate it. People are getting the wrong message of what im saying, now a certain person won't talk to me! O well, people are randomly me telling me that other random people don't like me. um... OK? Like I care? Seriously, they have no reason not to like me cause they DONT KNOW. The drama is reminding me of back home. People are starting show their true colors which SUCKS. Im just here to do what I love and be successful. Not to make friends, though i LOVE to make friends. O well, hopefully it gets better.

I really miss my family. Thats the worst part though.

Hopefully god will shine something soon. Or that count my blessings.

20 Memories of MSA September 21-25 2009

1. Watching madea on my computer.
2. Late movie night in 605
3. How much I like this person *hehe!*
4. That i spent this week money to some1's birthday.
5. How much me and mimi are addicted to Pizza Pringles
6. Our random parties in my room
7. Dancing in the rain.
8. Making a new friend name Meg Meg
9. Diet Dr. Pepper is a BIG guilty pleasure
10. My random camra
11. Sleeping all weekend.
12. Blasting Random music to get my floormates aggravated
13. DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION challenge with victoria and MiMi
14. Cooper and his quote of Roaches.
15. Love the fact I can have my laptop during English III
16. Blogging during English III
17. I NEED a tutor in German I so i can do German II and get SOME COLLEGE MONEY!
18. Singing the Deutchland's National Anthem on Friday
19. Zach dressed up in the Girl's outfit for carnigie hall.
20. Doing Dances while singing in Movement is AWESOMELY AWESOME!

Just One Question..... Why?

Out of all the things in this world, there is one thing i do not get: people misusing the word "LOVE". For a typical example, people getting engaged when not only they barely see each other, BUT never met each other! Its stupid! Its a waste of time and air. If you never gonna see each other, ITS NOT GOING TO WORK. For example, my *USED TO BE* friend said he would date me when he lives closer. Though he said that, he's engaged now to a girl that dont even too far from me! and still lives in the same area he said was too far away from me! OMG HOW STUPID TO LIE. They never met each other. They DO NOT even know the WORD LOVE MEANS! I don't even know what the word LOVE means! The world has gone insane..... or is it me? That is the QUESTION.

HaHa

Thanks for stealing my idea SHELBY! ha. ha............ha.

Day ole day as an art student. The typical music theory is a brain pain, movement theigh pain, speaking and writing in German, and my personal favorite: ESSAYS! Ah, yay. Choir is my favorite class now *except for movement* because its easy and its fun from being a sophrano.Though this....um.... male I kinda like, such a sweet person. Ahaha, now back to my story. MSA reminds me back at home, well except for the crazy trashy whore backstabbers. I feel right at home in brookhaven. Though very occasional I think this is a joke. But I love it. I LOVE my seniors! There, loud, funny, different, wild, crazy, ummm.... SOMETHING ELSE! Clint and Zach OMG haha I love those guys! Well movement here I come!
Katherine♥

50 memories of MSA *first month*

1. Aubrey dancing to random beats in the elevator.
2. How fun it is to see people's expression when I speak German
3. How the elevator is ALWAYS packed *and how I always make room for myself*'
4. How much I love my seniors
5. Mr. Pat's sense of humor
6. Where I found out who my friends really were.
7. When I realize that I fit right in as an Art Freak
8. Being envy of the 1st sophranos voices
9. People calling me Noxapater because of my accent
10. How Nickky always calls me HEE-HAW
11. How I love Mrs. Tammy's movement class
12. My 6th floor birthday party
13. Zach and Clint dressed up as dragg queens.
14. How we students randomly dance
15. The Sacred Moments *coffee shop*
16. That Piggly Wiggly saved my life and money
17. Shelby and her cat hat
18. Laporsha amazing voice
19. Allie being a good friend
20. Scarlett and her mac
21. Cystal Mckee always at the the 5th floor window with her mac
22. My hair makeover
23. How everybody thinks Im megan bates from my haircut
24. How everybody thinks Im a visual when Im actually a vocal
25. When sometimes I wish to be theater than a vocal
26. But glad Im glad to be a vocal :)
27. When Cooper copy everything I said because Im country.
28. Matt's version of JANA PERRY! JANA PERRY!
29. Miata doing the runway walk and teaching her the "fierce look"
30. Laugh that she can never put on a serious face while on the run way
31. Me and Huter love Kelly and the song SHOES
32. That all the junior vocals hooray that we dont have a test in music theory
33. Enjoying Karyn and her funny roommates say the most random things
34. Arguing with Christine that she shoulda been a vocal than a theater
35. Always singing "Sue Sue Banna Fanna Sue Sue" everytime I see suzzana
36. Found out donald knows my best guy friend of two years KC.
37. Enjoying samual unusal voice
38. Sad that samual left MSA :(
39. Matt and Candyeye ;)
40. Wal mart trips are a FUNFUL ADVENTURE!
41. Nick Fountain's back poppin hugs
42. Riding around Brookhaven with Miata.
43. Cooper getting on my nerves!
44. Walking downtown is beautiful to do
45. Talking to my buddie Nick Ford
46. Listening to random music online
47. How my buddie Nick Ford randomly dances on every other Friday.
48. Victoria and Helen cross dressing for the hell of it.
49. Driving home can be a pain.
50. How much I HATE going home

Ps- my personal favorite! WHY ART? WORKSHOP

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Preparing for the real world as an artist.

I AM an ARTIST.
I love every concept of art. I breathe, live, eat, sleep, dream, perform, art as a musician. All I want to be all of my life is to be a sucessful musician. I love the voice god has given me. For I audition for Mississippi School of the Arts and got accepted. I am now a vocal student at MSA. The work is hard from a lazy school I previously went to. I believe this will get me a bright future of what I admire all my life: music. I found out what my TRUE FRIENDS ARE. I love the people that attend this school. Karma DOES EXIST. For everybody at Noxapater that hurted me. KARMA DOES EXIST. My life is better without you.

Laters.
Katherine Denise.